I just read your post on the video about insecurities and cheating with Julie and her boyfriend, and what you said really hits home. I understand completely what you've been through, I am 25 years old and I didn't have my first boyfriend until I was 23.... even though I wasnt 16, I had the mentality of a young girl going into the relationship and he has put me through so much...I am still currently with him right now, he has changed a lot but so have I, I am more hostile, aggressive, non caring etc, and if we ever broke it off I would probably treat the next person to come along 'badly' because of all I've been through. I know you've probably made up your mind that you've had it with men and their ******** but I hope we both find someone who is willing to break our shells again and mend our hearts and be there for us. Not to be a sap :)
Good luck :)