dear however reads this,

i want to say that i am here to tell a story.It may be good , or it may be bad, but what matters is that someone is listening to what i have to say. i don't mean to bve rude, but i think that someone will be caring enough to listen to what i have to say in the next few minute of this entry. One, i am trying to get on the show called MADE. i want to be on there because i want ppl to see mii for who i really am and not for my brains and how smart i am. That doesn't count.

 Just like colleges look at you and everything you have done while in high school, ppl should see past my grades and past all of my mistakes, but then again, they just don't. And that is where MTV comes in at. To help me to let ppl see that i am more than that and not being phony about any of this that i am writing/saying in this blog. I hope that someone will read this and find that i am someone who is looking for a way to let ppl see the true me. And even if i do make it to the show, i will stand up for those who are in the same situation i am. I just don't want this for myself, i want it for everyone else who is looking forward to being on the show also.

 My life may not be a fairytale, but at leats i have ppl that love and care for me. People think that since i am excellent in school, that i do not have problems at home or with other people, but i do and that is the honest truth. If you read this and think that i am just saying this to get attention but in reality i am not. Sorry to say this, but many people in my school are blind to everything about a person except how they dress, talk, sing, or even how popular they are. But i am what im trying to say is that we all have to be our true self even when it hurts.

 Take me for example. Me and my mother rarely get along, and because of that, i am struggling to have a good relationship with her. But anywho, i am a good student who has been overlooked for so long and i am hoping that MTV will help me get my point across by helping me to become the homecoming/prom queen. I know what you all may be thinking , that i am not the perfect fit for a homecoming queen, but that is ok. Just be sure when you want something that you think of others.....